I got accepted into my dream school a couple weeks ago. For a moment i thought my life was coming together. I thought things were starting to look up and I was going to be able to move on with my life.

No.

I couldn’t get anyone to co-sign a loan for me.

I can’t go to my dream school.

My dreams of becoming a professional photographer are postponed till next year.

I don’t want to wait till next year. I have a whole year to screw up. 

Im crushed. I hate my life. Shit like this always happens to me. Nothing goes right. 

I’m not getting better… I’m only postponing killing myself. 

Sorry I’ve been gone. Im on anti depressants. They seem to be working for everything else but i still hate my body. I can’t stand it. I want to be skinny. I want to be skinny. I don’t want to be fat any more. I feel so fat all of the time. Why can’t I stop thinking this way? Even pills won’t make these thoughts go away. Why am I such a fuck up? Why can’t I just be skinny and normal? Why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why

fitandtonedginger:

oh my god, is that why this has been happening to me!?!?! Okay yeah, new fucking goal right here

livehappyagain:

If this doesn’t convince you to eat healthy nothing will. 

WOW..

and and and you can drink all the water you want without it costing you a calorie.

puffin-to-lose-the-muffin:

this is so true! imagine how your future self will feel. disappointed? upset? make a change, start now!